Sunday, January 2, 2011

Another Day, NOT Another Dollar!

I haven't been up to much lately.. I haven't been working at all. I FINALLY go back to work 1 day this week (Saturday).. When I'm off of work, I love it.. I don't miss it at all and I don't think about wanting to be there or see anyone there! However, my bank account is extremely depleted of money and I worry constantly about how to pay the bills. Sure, Kyle makes money and pays for mostly everything.. The tiny amount of money I make at work doesn't help really at all, but it might pay for gas or something.. So I really should be working more.
Somehow I feel "entitled" to be off work while I'm on break from school. I hate working at Dickson. I hate it.. That's my real feeling. But at the same time, I LOVE the people there! I love Sherry - my boss and main administrator/receptionist. I love Melanie, my fellow co-worker and administrator assistant/receptionist/marketing. I've grown to really love these two people and all they have done for more. They are so understanding and gracious! Sherry and Mel are mother and daughter.
Other than those 2 - there are soo many agents that are so friendly, generous, kind and really like me working at Dickson. They tell me "Please don't leave us!" and other really nice things. It makes me feel good to know everyone there appreciates me and recognizes that I am good at what I do......... BUT...
I hate it. I hate reception. I hate computer work. I hate being BORED!! I can honestly say I am good at my current job and could almost do it in my sleep! That also means its sooo boring!!!
I love nursing. I love and hate the challenge it brings. I love the new adventures and all the awesome things I am learning. Sometimes I truly despise the challenge and fear it brings, but that's part of the learning and not being bored process... So overall, I LOVE it!
I can't wait to graduate, get a job as a RN and not do reception work anymore...
I can say that it almost tears me in 2... I will really really miss Dickson and all the PEOPLE, I will NOT miss the job.. But I am really looking forward to my new CAREER instead of just a job that I'm good at.

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